after a week of hibernation am back to work. though i really don't feel that i'm back. took a one week leave. soul searching. or maybe not. because i know i've found my reasons and where my life is headed to. the thing is, i maybe am suffering with what what we all yuppies know -- quarter life crisis. though i really don't believe with the idea because living our life is up to us, whether to have a positive outlook or muddle in a lifelong disgust with whatever that is happening that you don't like. we live not to have a hard time right? right said fred.
louie told me that my senses are heightened. she said, "you cook, you make music, you write, you do this and that..." and most of the time whenever i hear her ask, "what is it that you can't do?" well, it elongates the waxy tunnel inside my ear and i get flattered. but what she said hits me straight right to the core.
if i was gifted with a variety of talents why then am i limiting myself to going around in the same circle everyday? why have i been bored to doing the same linear performance?
and yeah i work in a network's creative department but i whenever i go in the office i feel a lid pressed on top of my mojo jar.
i need a hammer.
break this jar. break this crisis. shatter all my pieces and pick em up one by one. and puzzle them up.
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need a push, yuppie? =)
2:06 PM
:) i've had a lot of pushes from you. but in the end i think i'll hear you say, it's up to you. aside from our "suspended trance", which in faith, i know will be given to us, i am still in stupor of where i will land. that collins thingy is like tupperware hahaha me not sold out. to the ad agency i march on.
2:12 PM